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I took this handwriting analysis thing and this is my results..

Gia Allana has difficulty making decisions. Her mind changes constantly. She lives in an emotional tug of war. Gia Allana could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow she may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.

Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet.

If Gia Allana encounters a situation she cannot handle she frequently pulls into herself. She feels her emotions are secure if she is withdrawn. When she has solved the problem she can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Gia Allana as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say she has two complete personalities that she chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality she is exhibiting today. She may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Gia Allana's emotional expressiveness.

This is true. Schizophrenia? LOL. Not so, but I do have two different personalities. Saying this, kinda freaks me out. I really am moody and my emotions are often too strong, I mean when I'm happy, I'm really happy. When I'm sad, I'm totally down-on-the-dumps depressed! I guess I'm really hard to deal with, how stubborn.

People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Gia Allana has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Gia Allana also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then she will deny she is the life of the party, because fear has overcome her natural inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. she is a people person.

Yeah! I love social events, I love meeting new people and going to new places. But I can't. My mom won't allow me to just go anywhere I want. How sad. And as much as I say I love criticism, I actually fear it. I hate to admit it but I do. I hate fear, I try to overcome fear.

Gia Allana is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

As I said, I am odd. I really am, I'm carefree on the outside but really deep on the inside. I'm afraid of what other people might think but I still try to be myself.

Gia Allana is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

It's a secret I can't tell! Only few people will half of the story and only God will know everything. I try to refrain from taking about my past, I often hide myself if I need to. I dream of so many things, yet not everyone knows about this dream, even my best friend. Only God, me and somehow, my family knows about it.

In reference to Gia Allana's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Gia Allana slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Gia Allana can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

I often carry a Pen and a ball pen, just in case I something unusual happens, I will write that down on pen.

Gia Allana's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Gia Allana that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Gia Allana also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Gia Allana is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Gia Allana's self-concept is artificially low. Gia Allana will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Gia Allana to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Gia Allana is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

I am shy, I do have a low self esteem, but I don't lack confidence. Ironic it may seem, I always do my best in everything. I struggle to get out of this sticky situation. yes, I often say I love and embrace change and I do. I sometimes fear it, but I do love it. That explains why I'm moody, moody people are easily bored and needs change. Someone did once say that I'm no good, not really by words but the way they looked down on me. My, revenge will be sweet, not to that person but to myself. In every failure, I will ac hive as revenge. I do live day by day but that is because I want to improve myself everyday. I do plan for my future but right now, I would rather live each day to the fullest. I've been to the point where I've time travelled and live in the future, it didn't work, I just can't fast forward myself. From that day on, I made a decision, I will live for today to create a smile tomorrow, LOL. Inside, I am lacking but I will never show that side of me. I will continue to be a strong fighter. As I said, I have 2 personalities and my outgoing side shines more. I remember when I told other people that I really am shy, no one believed me. T____________T

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ABOUT MY DAY
Just now, i read a blog entry from Dei... The one with pics and text that shows how much other people are suffering. Right now, I just realized that self pity didn't do me any good. It gave me low self esteem for the time being which affected my speech recital today. It was all through, since my grade was 19/25 knowing that I probably stopped every sentence and even have a take 2. And my teachers remarks about me were pretty good, she even said I have a good pronunciation of words, good choice of words and the like, which really surprised me. It uplifted my spirit thinking that the score doesn't matter anymore, all that matters is that people appreciated my speech. I'm happy. Although I feel bad since it's the same thing that happened to me last year, I hope I can make up for this.

Just now I helped my friend design the history club's bulletin board, I told her about my current situation and the fact that some people are thinking too much of their problems, don't they know my problems are bigger then theirs? Shh.. But then, thinking about what I've said, I'm the one thinking too much of my problems. I became too reckless. I hate to tell other people about my current situation in life, even if that person is my best friend. I don't want others to think I'm weak.

Just as I've seen that post, it made me feel blessed, really blessed. I know I can still make up for my lost, I'm still standing, I'm still alive. I will continue to fight and live, I know I can make with the help of God.

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BTW.. Any journalism students here?
I need some advice on making articles, since I'm joining the district press con for the 3rd time, this time I want to achieve something. Any advice? I'll be writing for editorial and feature category.. ^_____________^

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